{"id":13,"date":"2007-06-07T08:47:00","date_gmt":"2007-06-07T15:47:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fullcontactorigami.net\/blog\/?p=13"},"modified":"2007-06-07T08:47:00","modified_gmt":"2007-06-07T15:47:00","slug":"i-guess-well-just-have-to-adjust","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fullcontactorigami.net\/blog\/?p=13","title":{"rendered":"I Guess We&#039;ll Just Have to Adjust"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In the spirit of comedy, I took almost five months away from this blog just to see if anyone noticed.  As expected, they did not.<\/p>\n<p>In any case, there is a little bit to update.  I wrote a new short called <a href=\"https:\/\/fullcontactorigami.net\/projects\/loveandrespect.html\"><span style=\"font-style: italic\">Love and Respect<\/span><\/a>.  Bonus points if you can figure out the inspiration from the title.  If I ever get to make it, I plan for it to be pretty stylized and hopefully awesome.<\/p>\n<p>Ah, there we are.  Reread the last sentence of the previous paragraph again.  <span style=\"font-style: italic\">If<\/span> I ever get to make it.  I&#8217;ve been, if not overcome, then certainly blindsided by a continuing comedy of errors.<\/p>\n<p>The main concern has been entirely of my own doing, or at least is exclusively my problem.  Aside from <span style=\"font-style: italic\">Love and Respect<\/span>, I haven&#8217;t done fuck all for months.  I don&#8217;t know why this has been a problem; traditionally, I tend to take on a lighter workload in the winter, for whatever reason, and get a lot accomplished in the spring and summer.  Now, though&#8230; nothing.  For months.  (Well, as previously mentioned, there was <span style=\"font-style: italic\">something<\/span>, but the point stands.)<\/p>\n<p>Past that: still no actor for <a href=\"https:\/\/fullcontactorigami.net\/projects\/transatlanticism.html\"><span style=\"font-style: italic\">Transatlanticism<\/span><\/a>.  The storyboards have evidently disappeared from public view, as well.  The camera front has been no better.  I waffled on buying the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.usa.canon.com\/consumer\/controller?act=ModelInfoAct&amp;fcategoryid=177&amp;modelid=14059\">Canon HV-10<\/a> because if was missing a few key features that I wanted, chief among them a 24fps speed setting.  So what happens?  They release a new model, the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.usa.canon.com\/consumer\/controller?act=ModelInfoAct&amp;fcategoryid=177&amp;modelid=14869\">HV-20<\/a>, that addresses every concern I have with the HV-10.<\/p>\n<p>And then my source of funding runs out.  So no buy camera for Full Contact Origami.<\/p>\n<p>All of this has led to a monumentally crushing insecurity.  I finally had to start doing stuff that normal people who don&#8217;t have to work for themselves in their free time do for fun.  It&#8217;s interesting, I think.  I bet it would be more fun without the god damn crushing weight of guilt that I should be doing something other than, say, playing Frisbee in the park or whatever.  To alleviate the frustration, I&#8217;ve been rebuilding the Full Contact Origami <a href=\"https:\/\/fullcontactorigami.net\">site<\/a> as a way to feel like I&#8217;m getting something done.  It&#8217;s been working so far, but now I&#8217;m almost finished, and when that happens, I don&#8217;t know what I&#8217;m going to do with myself.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s all very annoying.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the spirit of comedy, I took almost five months away from this blog just to see if anyone noticed. As expected, they did not. In any case, there is a little bit to update. I wrote a new short called Love and Respect. 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